
An orange shirt hangs in my closet. My second ever.
It's got a sheen & a stretch altogether unnatural,
some space-age material that doesn't breathe & doesn't fade.
It's a golf shirt from another era, a stiff broad collar,
more buttons than are necessary, and a deep breast pocket.
There's a duck on the pocket, also from another era.
Summer 1988, north Austin, I'm watching my girlfriend shop
in a fabric store. We were young enough & in love enough
to do everything together then, even things I didn't want to do.
I rotated one of those product kiosks, bored & annoyed.
And there the duck was on a tiny card, a bright silly thing
that I knew would make her smile. She sewed it right on
an orange t-shirt I wore probably once a week. Decades after
we broke up, the shirt lost its snap, and I lost my taste for it.
I threw away the shirt but kept the duck. I showed it to my wife,
who sewed it right on a new orange shirt. My second ever.
Here in the closet, in the home we share, a bright sign of
how to adorn a simple thing, of how to keep love near your heart.
Inspired by the love of two women and by this poem.